I wonder

I wonder what I would be doing right now if I had Tripp at home.  Calder is doing a puzzle with Hugh and I am on the computer.  I wonder, would Tripp be sleeping, eating, crying? Would he need be changed or need to be cuddled?

I wonder what kind of baby he would be.  Would he be the perfect baby I imagine?  Probably not.  Would he be like Calder and be crappy at breastfeeding and sleeping?  Probably.

I wonder what he would look like.  He didn't look that much like Calder when he was born, but they change so much.  Who would people say he looked like at 5 weeks?

I wonder how I would be managing with 2 kids at home.  Would I be overwhelmed or taking it in stride.  Probably overwhelmed.

I wonder how heavy he would feel in my arms and if he would be out of premie sleepers yet.

I wonder what color his eyes would be.  They were so dark it was hard to tell if they were blue or brown.


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