New Blog Book

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I had sent away for my first year's blog book (2010) shortly before Tripp was born. As you can see, it looks tiny compared to this year's first 6 months. I included comments in the 2011 book, which does add length, but I have obviously posted WAY more in 2011. I love rereading my posts and all the kind words people have left for me. Monday night, on Tripp's 5 month birthday, I found comfort in my words from a few days in March, but I found even more comfort from the words others wrote. I know I don't often respond to comments. Usually, it is because the only thing I could possibly say is, "thanks". If you leave comments please know that I appreciate every single one and they are forever part of the Hamilton's journey as part of our book.

When Hugh arrived home last week with my book, I got nervous. I knew what it would look like, but to actually hold it in my hands brought on anxiety. I picked the pictures for the cover and the back. I had a very difficult time making the book. This is our one and only book that Tripp was alive in. Hugh and I talked about it and we KNEW that Tripp needed to be on the cover. I have a hard time looking at pictures of him. They make me so sad. Nevertheless, I edited my favorite photo of him and downloaded it on Blog 2 Print. I also edited my favorite photo of Tripp and I for the back cover. Someday I will share it here.

When I pulled the book out of the box I started crying. He is truly perfect on the cover.

I flipped open the book and read my inscription on the first page.

This book is dedicated to Tripp Vincent Hamilton.


Tripp, you inspired me to tell our story. I think of you always and love you and miss you more than anyone can imagine.


Always and forever,
Mommy

Comments

  1. D-BarJuly 24, 2011 at 3:52 AM

    Tripp was beautiful, and still is beautiful because he lives on with you, Hugh & Calder. I am wishing you an extra dose of love, patience & peace today.

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  2. StaceyJuly 24, 2011 at 9:04 AM

    What an amazing idea to put your online writing into book form. I love that idea and would like to know how to do that myself. I also think that Tripp's picture on the front and back is perfect. He was a gorgeous little man, whose short time with you continues to have an impact on your life, and the lives of those that read your blog. I really enjoy reading your posts and walking with you through your days.

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  3. AnonymousJuly 24, 2011 at 1:35 PM

    Hi Jordan. I was pointed to your blog on Thursday. I have now read each post since the birth of Tripp. I just live down the street from you, and I'm so sorry I had no idea of your great loss. We have said hello on the street, but I feel now that I know you. Your blog has absolutely inspired me and brought more tears and smiles than anything I've ever read! Before I had children my mom told me that you cannot imagine how powerful it is to be a mother until you become one. After reading your story I can only imagine that you cannot imagine how powerful it is to lose a child until you do. My thoughts and prayers are with you everyday...sorry it took me this long.

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  4. Carey LehnerJuly 24, 2011 at 2:55 PM

    Jordan, You picked a perfect picture for the cover! This picture signifies the time period more than any other picture possibly could. Tripp will never be forgotten!
    Carey

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  5. AnonymousJuly 24, 2011 at 7:52 PM

    What a beautiful baby boy! He is a precious little Angel! I still think about you, Hugh and Calder daily! This book will be a precious momentum of your family (including Tripp or course).

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  6. KellyJuly 25, 2011 at 10:18 AM

    Thank you for sharing Tripp with us Jordan. He was a beautiful little boy and I am sorry we never got the chance to meet in person. Seeing his picture makes him more real to me, and it makes your grief more real for me as well.

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