Thursday
I have made it to Thursday. I am over half way through my first week without Hugh and it is going much better than I ever thought it would. I haven't done it alone. Calder and I have had friends and family keeping us busy all week.
I am finally enjoying being outside. Our counselor told me that I HAD to get outside everyday the first time we met with him. I didn't listen. I didn't care how good it would make me feel. It was cold and I just didn't want to. We saw him again last Wednesday and once again he said I HAD to get outside and I actually think I have been out everyday since then. It seems like I am more motived to comply, now. The warm weather makes such a difference. (I pulled Calder's rubber boot off yesterday and mud sprayed all over my floor and all over my wall in the entrance way! Apparently, it isn't enough to have a boot full of water, there needs to be mud in there as well!)
My sleeping isn't getting any better. I am sleeping well once I get to sleep. It is just getting there that is the hard part. Coffee is my dear, dear friend these days. I meant to take some melatonin before bed last night and forgot. It is a natural sleep aid. I used it for a couple nights a few weeks ago and it seemed helpful, so I will give it another go tonight (provided I remember to take it!).
I love cooking, but I also love not cooking! Our freezers can now fit approximately 2 loaves of bread in them. A week ago, they could fit zero! We have been enjoying the pre-made meals that have been dropped off all week. I think tonight we might have some sort of casserole. . . or maybe cabbage rolls. . . hmmm, chilli, maybe? Ah! There are just too many options! Yum Yum Yum!
I see some bananas looking quite a ripe on my counter. Now that I have some freezer space, I think I am going to make some muffins!
I am finally enjoying being outside. Our counselor told me that I HAD to get outside everyday the first time we met with him. I didn't listen. I didn't care how good it would make me feel. It was cold and I just didn't want to. We saw him again last Wednesday and once again he said I HAD to get outside and I actually think I have been out everyday since then. It seems like I am more motived to comply, now. The warm weather makes such a difference. (I pulled Calder's rubber boot off yesterday and mud sprayed all over my floor and all over my wall in the entrance way! Apparently, it isn't enough to have a boot full of water, there needs to be mud in there as well!)
My sleeping isn't getting any better. I am sleeping well once I get to sleep. It is just getting there that is the hard part. Coffee is my dear, dear friend these days. I meant to take some melatonin before bed last night and forgot. It is a natural sleep aid. I used it for a couple nights a few weeks ago and it seemed helpful, so I will give it another go tonight (provided I remember to take it!).
I love cooking, but I also love not cooking! Our freezers can now fit approximately 2 loaves of bread in them. A week ago, they could fit zero! We have been enjoying the pre-made meals that have been dropped off all week. I think tonight we might have some sort of casserole. . . or maybe cabbage rolls. . . hmmm, chilli, maybe? Ah! There are just too many options! Yum Yum Yum!
I see some bananas looking quite a ripe on my counter. Now that I have some freezer space, I think I am going to make some muffins!
Better mud in the boots rather than rocks!
ReplyDeleteAlthough, rocks wouldn't make the same mess :)
Jes